Out of touch

My cipher upset, needing a reset as my mind winds round the concept of what's next? Thoughts run rampid but forced to sit still and still I yearn to burn the candle at both ends dimly lit asking for the light of what's right? I cannot see right before me... where the answers be. Why must I continue to ask instead of grasp the truth that I keep ignoring, feeling like life is constantly boring wanting more but filled with so much, why do I keep losing touch?